Sometimes,
Shinju wondered if she’d made the right decision. Limsa Lominsa was
halfway around the world, sitting
above the waves rather than under them; its people and accents and
food were all so strange.
She hadn’t realized Spoken came with furry ears and tails, or grown
matrons less than three fulms tall. Seafood was seafood wherever you
went, but the rest of it—the green things, the pastries, the red
meat—was still to be eyed with suspicion until she’d tried it
enough times. (Some of it had made her sick, and she’d feared she
was dying until she’d heard, for the first time, the word
allergies.)
And the clothes…well. As much as she did love the clothes, it was
hard to marvel over frilly dresses or lacy socks when she swore she
could hear her mother’s disapproving voice at every moment.
Surface-dweller clothing wasn’t made for the deep sea.
Sometimes,
she wondered if she should go home. Go back to Sui-no-Sato, marry
Haruto, run the jewelry shop. It would be easy.
She would be dutiful.
The
carbuncle-shaped alarm she’d bought chimed insistently, and she
sighed. There would be time for introspection later, after her shift
at the Gate. Remembering that today would be another day of
lessons—advanced aetherochemistry, followed by the elective on
applied biochemistry she’d been looking forward to all
week—provided the extra push she needed to leave her suddenly far
too comfortable futon. (Try as she might, she couldn’t get used to
Eorzean beds; the softness of them made it impossible to keep a
headrest in place, and she always
woke up with sore horns.) By
now she’d developed an ironclad routine, one which required no
conscious input.
Clean
teeth. Wash face and hands. Put on her uniform, grateful that miqo’te
tailors had the same anatomical issues she faced in regards to tails
and trousers. She
carried a grimoire, but it was mostly for form’s sake; she far
preferred her scrolls in their waxed carrying case. Outside her
dormitory room, the other trainees were stirring.
She
paused with one hand on the door and took a deep breath. Downstairs,
there would be coffee. (Haruto, she thought with no small degree of
satisfaction, would probably be horrified.) Downstairs would be her
friends eating breakfast, saving her a spot at the long tables. There
would be no stiff formality, no era’s unyielding weight of
tradition.
She
was still grinning by the time she stepped into the cafeteria. This
job was wonderful.
Yes, she thought. She’d made a fine choice after all.